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| Letters from Alex Irina Kuznetsova |
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| Letter 1 |
| present day...
From: Irina Kuznetsova (solnywko08@gmail.com)
Sent: Friday, May 01, 2009 8:39:46 PM
To: live man (liveman71@live.com)
My sweetheart !!!I would like to start my letter by saying you that I apologize for what I have written you yesterday. I should not have complained. It happened spontaneously… Probably that is because you are very close to me and I feel I can open my heart.Here it is difficult to find an understanding person, first of all because he may just laugh at you, or envy you…Sorry once again, I promise not to do this anymore. You have your own problems and just it is silly of me to give you mine. Long time ago your letters, your thoughts became a part of my life. You yourself became a part of me. I appreciate your kindness and composure very much. I appreciate your support which you demonstrate in every your letter. You know, I have recently come to one thought – it became difficult for me to rely on someone. I have lost the ability of trusting to the people. It is a cruel world, yes it is. I have not an easy life.I should think on my own for my living, and definitely, it makes me stronger. You know, I am not sure I told you, but I was betrayed once by a very close person. It hurted and it still hurts sometimes, but not because I have lost him, just because the closest people hurt more than anything else.My love story it not a complicated one, it is the most wide spread story in the world. I was completely in love but he cheated, found someone else and left me. And I saw that girl, I saw her with him and just could not figure out what was so special in her? What was her goal? What had she that I didn’t have?These are the questions that move on in everybody’s head when you know you are betrayed. Still I don’t want to talk about it. Today is a present day, these things were in my past life.We have letters only to contact with each other, but I still hope that you trust me as I trust you. And I really do. I never thought that it is possible to find someone, to be in love with him, and find him on the Internet. For me it is a device for information, for mailing, nothing more.I am glad that my destiny has given me the chance to know you. You are a great person, good friend, nice and beautiful man.I feel that I can trust you, I know you are honest with me. It is silly because I have never met you in a real life, but I often imagine us holding hands, saying sweet words to each other, staying together. I would very much like to visit you. I would like to see you, I want to know for sure who you are, feel that you are real. If you don’t mind – I could come to your country, I could visit you.I just believe that we can make it true. Just imagine, all the things I wrote you can be said…in person.It is a serious step, and it can change a lot. Are you ready to know who am I?Life is short to waste time so desperately like we do this.If you are really interested in me, I will come to stay with you for 10-15 days. Still, it depends on you, I don’t want persuade anybody. We know each other and we both should feel the same.If you feel that you are not ready for anything serious right now, I will just come to see you, I will still want to be your friend!!!It is our chance, let us not lose it. As for me I fell that it is the time I can be with somebody whom I can devote myself. If you liked the things I said, let’s talk about it.Missing you....... P.S. I can send you some pics of me in bikini, what do you think about it??? --Irinasolnywko08@gmail.com Here is some of my picshttp://solnywko08.photoshare.ru/
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| Letter 2 |
| you know here are very sad and I have a bad mood because I have not a new letters from you...I need in it because I want you understand that it is very difficult to me to be alone without your words, without your letters...But I believe in you that you will write to me some words... It would be pleasant to me and I will be happy...Some problems leave undecided and may be we can decide them together...I dream about you...I miss you... *****Hi, darling...I am not in a mood today. Just somehow I feel tired and exhausted.You know, actually, I am fed up with my work. I work for 9, sometimes even more hours a day.My job requires me to be calm and patient, you know. Being a waitress you should be polite with clients,smile when they tell you some vulgar joke and be welcoming to those who are in the restaurant for the first time. My salary is about 200 dollars a month which is not as high-high as I would like it to be. I am not afraid of work, but I know that my work should be more paid.To tell the truth, these 200 dollars are good enough just for bills-paying, no money is left, I would like to have a PC, but still, it costs a lot. Just I imagine how it could be if I would have one. Write you every day, one two three letters...I also cannot write you so often because of our stupid rules here – one should pay for every received and sent letter.What a shame! We live in such a modern world! I am really sorry for complaining, just you are the only one I can do this.I hope you will understand me. That is some kind of nervous breakdown. Every single letter I get from you makes me feel better, much better. It raises my mood. Please, tell me more about your country. Are there any stupid rules like here? I am interested in every single thing you are connected with. Here in this country I feel unprotected, vulnerable, and poor sometimes. It is like you work and work every day, but earn nothing.It is because of this the people here are unfriendly and rude. It is fantastic to have you in my life. You are so patient and understanding. I want to thank you for everything you have done for me! And thank you for being with me all this time. You are my only friend. I already miss you... P.S. Can you say me your full name Mine isIrina KuznetsovaKiev, Ukraine P.P.S. I am uploading you my new pics, what do you think of them?...--Irinasolnywko08@gmail.com Here is some of my picshttp://solnywko08.photoshare.ru/ |
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| Letter 3 |
| Hi, darling...I am not in a mood today. Just somehow I feel tired and exhausted.You know, actually, I am fed up with my work. I work for 9, sometimes even more hours a day.My job requires me to be calm and patient, you know. Being a waitress you should be polite with clients,smile when they tell you some vulgar joke and be welcoming to those who are in the restaurant for the first time. My salary is about 200 dollars a month which is not as high-high as I would like it to be. I am not afraid of work, but I know that my work should be more paid.To tell the truth, these 200 dollars are good enough just for bills-paying, no money is left, I would like to have a PC, but still, it costs a lot. Just I imagine how it could be if I would have one. Write you every day, one two three letters...I also cannot write you so often because of our stupid rules here – one should pay for every received and sent letter.What a shame! We live in such a modern world! I am really sorry for complaining, just you are the only one I can do this.I hope you will understand me. That is some kind of nervous breakdown. Every single letter I get from you makes me feel better, much better. It raises my mood. Please, tell me more about your country. Are there any stupid rules like here? I am interested in every single thing you are connected with. Here in this country I feel unprotected, vulnerable, and poor sometimes. It is like you work and work every day, but earn nothing.It is because of this the people here are unfriendly and rude. It is fantastic to have you in my life. You are so patient and understanding. I want to thank you for everything you have done for me! And thank you for being with me all this time. You are my only friend. I already miss you... P.S. Can you say me your full name Mine isIrina KuznetsovaKiev, Ukraine P.P.S. I am uploading you my new pics, what do you think of them?...--Irinasolnywko08@gmail.com Here is some of my picshttp://solnywko08.photoshare.ru/ |
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